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ok well this is my site  I am Tanith Sharp. This site isn't anything awesome just some stuff i wrote . . . it's a work in progress so don't hate

Think Fast

Today is your last and that’s the way it should be every day. Life is to short to think about the future. When will you know it’s the present when will it be time to start. I don’t want you to believe me, I’m not here to convince you I am right, I don’t even know if I am right and I don’t want to waste my time trying to figure it out. I really doubt that God has a plan for everyone. If he did wouldn’t you know about it? Wouldn’t it make sense that if he did give us free will that we our selves would have full determination of our own lives? Now what I am saying is in fact impossible very impossible. It is only what we are taught, to plan and prepare. Everything is preparation; school, marriage, work, and even more simple shopping, appointments, doctors, and dentists. Most people keep milk in their refrigerators, people buy clothing, they have houses, and pets, people have date planners, calendars, dreams, hopes, goals everything, everything is preparation, everything is for tomorrow and the day after that and the next day. Knowing that tomorrow even exists is a plan. To many people wait. Wait for what? To many people build, build and build, but what are they building? School gets you ready for college and college is getting you ready for work and work is making you money to live, to buy, to own. Everything is linked everything is planned all is written and had been done before. The world around you is moving through the motions it does for people before you for the people who will come after you and it will never change. The plan, the way your life will be, the steps to get there. So to live completely in everyday was made impracticable by mankind. Free will was given and could only be taken by ourselves. Laws, structure, rules, religion, culture, tradition all just reasons, ways to take bit by bit the choices we can make. Entertainment, advertising, TV, radio, billboards, the internet all of this all of the talking of the industrialized world that gives everyone ideas, feeds people lies about doing right, being yourself, all of this is just swallowing you, just bringing you closer to what they want, the prefect life, the way to be, the things to purchase, the cloths, hair, toys you buy. All the world is what is not letting each other live in the moment. Sabotage. So what are you waiting for?

Far Away


roll out of bed early catch the next train distance between doesn't mean far away push it further next bus alone gather alittle then break the thread understand enough is enough but doing nothing you said still leaving a place where people seem to think about you then try to start anew buy new colths, shoes a house their calling you something different but still in your head it never changed knowing its the end

hopes

see it happen watch the blood fall from the dresser full of hopes and dreams gather up the rest paste it back together clean with soap and suds lock the door forget to know how it hurt before how it went about find a calm put it to sleep what you thought was forever untill it got out now there is nothing left to say nothing left to do besides except or run leave through the door you tried so hard to keep shut but everyday after you spend feeling hearts stop stabing pain to much time to forget the sane and why or when it went wrong because inside you felt wrong the whole time.


we uses to spend ever day

forgive me if I am being to loud, but I can't quit hear. Forgive me if i don't answer, I seem to be drowning in the same tear.

bueaty